Please don't think that my post indicates a lack of trust in God. Without that trust, I would probably have gone "off the deep end".
I had to memorize Psalm 23 when I was in 5th grade - so you know that was a long time ago but I still remember, "yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for YOU are with me...".
I'll get out of the pulpit now.