You are definitely are not crazy. Those delusional visions are way normal. I have those almost every time I lose one of my best friends myself. I tell myself it is just a way to visit with them again so they can tell me that they are really OK.
I have lost two in the last 18 months. It never gets easier. Benson, my avatar, passed away about a year ago. I rescued Dusty last Fall, but unfortunately he went to Rainbow Bridge in June.
Dusty
We were lucky to have Dusty become a part of our lives last September. After a stint with his foster family, we adopted Dusty for his happy face and loving nature. He was such a big lovable lug that fit into our pack so easily. We were hoping to have him for a while to make his retirement years his best ever.
Sadly we found a tumor behind his shoulder blades within his first month with us. It took a couple of blood transfusions and emergency surgery late on a Saturday night, but he survived that in October. He started chemotherapy in January, and had just finished his 6th treatment. This sweet boy never complained about all the scary trips to the vet or the hours enduring chemotherapy. He went through all this very well and remained very active. He even swam and frolicked at the dog beach up to the end.
Dusty went to Rainbow Bridge on June 28, 2013. He had an incredible heart and made everyone who met him smile.
Dusty, you will forever be in our hearts. We had you in our lives way too short of a time.
Mike and Janice
Dusty
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