I'm sorry I'm late on this but I just got back to my computer. I know how you feel as I lost my lab, Catfish, about 12 years ago and I still tear up when I think about him. Being back up at the lake for the Gathering where he and I spent years of fun and buddy time up there that only can happen between man and dog. I'm tearing up as I write this. I know you have a heavy heart and and it's full of memories that can be replaced. Dee